in brokenness

Today these words popped into my head. I wrote them years ago as I walked a different valley. Now, I believe these words are even more fitting then before.

I am so broken right now. I feel like this part of me will never heal, and this might sound odd but right now I don’t want to heal all up. I don’t want a “quick fix”. I’m actually thankful that healing is a process.

You know what I’ve found in each of these places? He is with me in my brokenness. I can’t say I always “feel” Him because truthfully I don’t and I tell myself He is when I don’t feel His presence. I know He has met me in my broken, messed up state and He’s not only holding me, but He’s grieving with me.

I’m thankful to have such a Father that even in my broken state He is with me. And not only is He holding us, He’s holding our precious Eisley which brings me great comfort.

6 thoughts on “in brokenness

  1. Rachel says:

    My heart goes out to you. I wish I could just come over with coffee in hand and give you a big hug and be with you. We could do fun crafts! I truly do love you.

    Love in Him,


  2. Jenni says:

    Sweet Jami,
    Our individual griefs are so different, but I also understand the presence of our Father in my brokenness. For me, I believe the healing process takes so long because I’m growing into another version of myself, one that will always carry heartache in what will eventually be a whole heart again. I’m grateful that I get time to turn into her and don’t have to do it overnight.


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