I’m aching today and not just in the pregnancy way.
My heart is really hurting and my spirit feels weary.
Each new day as I wait for our baby to make his/her arrival
My emotions sky rocket.
That could be what today is all about.
I just feel completely worn out and weary.
A lot of the turmoil within is from feeling helpless.
Helpless is seeing the people I love and care for the most really find who they are and walk in that with their everything.
Helpless as I watch them hurting.
Helpless as I watch them turning away from the very thing they need the most.
Helpless as I watch my Love go for his dreams, only to have them slowly taken away from him, little by little.
Helpless is knowing when our little one will arrive and if he/she will be healthy and safe in this world.
Helpless in the times I feel alone.
Helpless in just waiting for all of the above to be made right.
But this helpless isn’t hopeless.
I do know this much.
I will hold onto this with all of my heart.