Well, I (Jami) am in need of prayer. I, in the past month have been not only feeling well, but I’ve had almost a feeling of depression. I know I am not depressed though, so I wouldn’t say that is what it is for sure. Ted has been so great to me in this time, really challenging me, encouraging me, and loving me. The thing I am struggling the most with right now, is trusting God. Especially in the area of my identity. It’s been a hard thing over the years, but i felt for a while I have finally come to understand my freedom in Christ and my Identity in Him.
It has been incredibly tough lately. I think what I let happen, is one lie from the enemy at a time, leading me into this ‘rut’ that I seemed to be in most of my life.
I am writing, being completely vunerable, and asking for your prayers. I believe this is an attack on me, and i DO NOT want to give up right now. I am starting as a small group leader next quarter, so that could even be the reason for why this attack now. I really need your prayers to grow in the truth this season and not to fall back into who I was before.
I really want to walk in the fullness of who I am in Christ. Which is not what I am doing lately, and it IS something I long for.
Than you. Love,