Today these words popped into my head. I wrote them years ago as I walked a different valley. Now, I believe these words are even more fitting then before.
I am so broken right now. I feel like this part of me will never heal, and this might sound odd but right now I don’t want to heal all up. I don’t want a “quick fix”. I’m actually thankful that healing is a process.
You know what I’ve found in each of these places? He is with me in my brokenness. I can’t say I always “feel” Him because truthfully I don’t and I tell myself He is when I don’t feel His presence. I know He has met me in my broken, messed up state and He’s not only holding me, but He’s grieving with me.
I’m thankful to have such a Father that even in my broken state He is with me. And not only is He holding us, He’s holding our precious Eisley which brings me great comfort.
Love you dear friend….
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My heart goes out to you. I wish I could just come over with coffee in hand and give you a big hug and be with you. We could do fun crafts! I truly do love you.
Love in Him,
Rachel
Oooh i would SO love that. All of that! Love you too girl!
Sweet Jami,
Our individual griefs are so different, but I also understand the presence of our Father in my brokenness. For me, I believe the healing process takes so long because I’m growing into another version of myself, one that will always carry heartache in what will eventually be a whole heart again. I’m grateful that I get time to turn into her and don’t have to do it overnight.
i love this perspective. you’re right on. I’m grateful for that too! Much love Jenni!